Do you ever wonder what is really the plan God has for you? Sometimes I just wish I could se what it is so then I would know and be satisfied in it now! It is sort of like reading the book really, really fast so I can figure out the mystery though or wanting to know what to expect so I am not startled by it. I did that with my last baby! I wanted to know it was a boy before hand (even though I already felt like it was) so I could expect it.
I guess the element of surprise feels like really someone pulled a fast one on me and I do not like that feeling!
So, how can I be reconciled to not knowing my future?
I think I really need to work on this one and pray that God can do something in my life to make me be peaceful that He knows what is best for me and will not trick me or laugh at me for making wrong choices, but has everything planned out perfectly!